did you ever feel like you need to dive deep below the surface of things to get to the treasure? i feel like this is what our winter has been like so far for me. i am diving in and going deeper to explore what lies beneath the surface. sometimes swimming away from the shallows, i get lost in an undercurrent of thoughts and then end up almost drowning...thank god i have you to throw me a life preserver!
thanks for listening and supporting my thoughts and feelings this past valentine's day. i think the expectations and pressures of holiday's like these (christmas especially) make me a little sad. as little girls hallmark and tiffany's tells us to expect chocolate and roses, fancy gifts and jewels on this day. i have always thought it was better to tell someone you love them everyday, instead of waiting to show it on a just one day. which is what you do for me. not a day has gone by that you don't tell me you love me.
i am sorry i was emotional, i am chalking a lot of it up to fake hormones racing through my body...i am sorry that i didn't accept your hard drive gift. i don't want you to spend your money on me..but, i do appreciate the thoughtfulness behind it, and that is what i took from the gesture.
all i ever want from you is to know that you think i am special and i am not sure any material item could ever give me that. so thank you for your love.
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